To the girl with the flame in her eyes
To the girl whose bright blue eyes sparkled
To the girl who had picnics with me
To the girl who dyed her hair every color…

Did I encourage you enough?
Did I tell you that I loved you?
Did I help you when you needed it?
Did I ever disappoint you?

You shouldn't worry so much
You never get excited anymore
You went to cigarettes for consoling..
You are the one I always tried to be strong for.

Your life was full of speed bumps
Your family was not easy
Your dreams are all gone
Your heart had an empty spot

To the girl who hurt herself so others could not
To the girl who had an open mind
To the girl who spent a year trying to be just like me
To the girl who rebelled.

Did I push you away?
Did we do something wrong?
Did your dreams just blow away?
Did you really think it was that bad?

You always boggled my mind
You always kept me thinking
You did everything before I did.
You were always my little sister...

Your eyes aren't so bright anymore
Your bed remains empty
Your phone lays un-answered
Your problems are all gone.

What does it feel like?
What did you think of before you went to bed?
What do we do now?
What do I do, knowing your not there?